Hulahoop Wounds

Hope.

Thu, 23 May 2013 00:12:52 -0700

Main reason why I write these songs, to show you my outlook.
I never look for it, it just comes to me; like the feeling you get when you eat too much ice cream, you just have to let it out.
I vent through the letters that form a sentence on this piece of paper; I know you won’t understand.
But like a diamond in the rough, there will be one that gets it.

I wish to finally be your biggest mistake. Look no further, who helped make who you are?

I found a cure for what my heart desires, yet, time is an obvious indicator that I am not ready.
I’ve done it before and will do it again, it’s inevitable, it’s just how life goes.
Eventually the hourglass will drop the last grain and I will be certain I have found it.

I still long at the thought of you accepting it.

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Mon, 16 Apr 2012 17:34:22 -0700

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Wed, 11 Apr 2012 13:02:55 -0700

I can listen to this for days..incredible!

Sat, 31 Mar 2012 14:32:11 -0700

I can listen to this for days..incredible!

stonerproblemss: forever reblog…

Fri, 23 Mar 2012 16:05:27 -0700

stonerproblemss:

forever reblog…

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Wed, 21 Mar 2012 13:52:37 -0700

Help me find a route around.

Fri, 16 Mar 2012 20:38:00 -0700

Things have been unfolding in a strange way.
I cannot seem to find the peace of mind I need.
I drift further away and my lungs exhale the tremor that causes my knees to quiver.

So much can happen when we put our foot forth and run with it.
The ideas that once intrigued me as a child, make their way to the outside world.
I try but it’s not enough, the right mindset is to do it.

Remember the time you cried.
The emptiness it left and how your mind was blank. Sometimes it’s better that way, to have an empty thought.
All the contradictions and disappointments you endure, don’t take it to heart.

I know it feels like no one relates and how no one understands. No one ever will.
It is up to you to let them in, let them in to read and stay a while. Give them a chance to wander and learn.
Ever think you might gain everything?

Whiskey lets me sing, I’d rather scream.

Thu, 15 Mar 2012 08:07:29 -0700

Whiskey lets me sing, I’d rather scream.

I will make my move when the fog clears.

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 01:12:00 -0700

I’ve lost motivation.
It is so foggy up here, I can barely see past my hand. I have been treading for what seems like 3 miles and I cannot remember where I was 5 minutes ago. It does not matter. I am going anywhere and I am going there slower than usual. The one voice that I listen to is gone. It has left me to ponder. It is as if, I am losing my mind. Everyone has potential, I can see that and I am shutting down again. I do not think it has hit me yet, I just need that motivation. I want to embrace it and feel calm again, this is no way to go about it. I need to finish this current travel by any means. In the meantime, I rest.

My favorite part is the intensity at about 2:40 haha.

Sat, 10 Mar 2012 13:38:34 -0800

My favorite part is the intensity at about 2:40 haha.

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Sat, 10 Mar 2012 11:42:26 -0800

Here's a song that I've rewritten like 3 times.

Sat, 10 Mar 2012 10:00:00 -0800

Prolong 3.0

I woke up today with a big ‘ol mess upon my head.
Left was right and right was wrong;
won’t you tell me, how are you?
Well, I can see nothing wrong.
With the people, we sit and stare.
Every insecurity, running through my mind
and I know that, I should not care.

Up above the light is shining through the marquee,
the wind has soothed my soul.
I change direction, I cannot tell where I’m going.
This ship is soaring high.

Won’t you look into my eyes..
I can see though a distant view.
Contemplations are better left untangled;
But, she is dancing to me beat.

Silence creeps abroad and all I want to do is know you.
Something is just not right.
I close your eyes, we live in the moment;
the draught has parched my words.

and I said,
I woke up yesterday, with the thought of you in my head.
The day was long and the night was warm,
Won’t you tell me, was it a dream?

Up above the light shines through that marquee,
the wind has soothed our souls.
We change direction, I cannot tell where we’re going.
The ship is ready to sink.

Fuck you Joseph Kony. You piece of shit.

Thu, 08 Mar 2012 17:20:08 -0800

Fuck you Joseph Kony. You piece of shit.

Thirteen Dollars into Misery

Wed, 07 Mar 2012 10:17:30 -0800

There’s no secrets, I walked in all alone.
Whiskey lets me sing, but I would rather yell.

My face shows the emotion that my heart desires.
Someone else feels my pain, am I okay?
All the while, a writer steals my breath away.
This is contemplation at it’s best..

and I’m only $13 into misery.

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Sun, 04 Mar 2012 00:09:27 -0800

The room is on fire and she is fixing her hair. ‘You...

Fri, 02 Mar 2012 10:32:00 -0800

The room is on fire and she is fixing her hair. ‘You sound so angry. Just calm down, you found me.’

Well..

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 16:54:11 -0800

One thing that I have learned about life is you have to do what is best for you.

Find happiness, find comfort and warmth; wherever it is, find it.

In the end, the only thing and person that will matter to you will be yourself.

tell away.

Sun, 26 Feb 2012 02:20:00 -0800

I don’t know why, but today got me thinking- what will I be doing 5 years from now.
What will I look like? What will I be doing tonight 5 years from now?
Who knows. I could be doing anything. My mind is the most powerful weapon.
How I choose to use it determines my life.

I end with this-
We need to do what is best for us, taste something new. Hell, why not. What’s the worst that can happen?
We will never know till we try.

Difficulty.

Wed, 22 Feb 2012 10:41:55 -0800

There is this thing we like to take advantage of. This thing we ignore.
The thing that makes us tick and can also make us sick.
The thing we long for the most, and the thing we desire the least.
To make it through this thing, will be the proudest moment.
Think of this thing and engrave it in your mind. Now open that thing wide and pick away.
What thing?
It’s the thing you left behind. It’s the thing you never touched. It’s the thing we have in mind when we pray to the above.
But, the thing is a thing none the less. That thing can manifest into something great. The thing is inside hinting at the best, but you acquire the worst.

I was on a role..and now I’ve forgotten the affair that made me write this thing.

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Tue, 21 Feb 2012 15:25:18 -0800